Hard Decision

It is a hard decision, I told her…
especially as it affects someone close to you…
especially as it hurts someone close to you…
not anyone,
and not for the first time,
and even more than ever before..

It is a hard decision, I told her…
I know you want to do it..
you always dreamed to do it..
and now you have the chance
But don’t forget who made it true..
It was him…

It is a hard decision, I told her…
he will not hate you , no
he will not punish you
or even blame you
but his silence will kill you
a silence that you may never get to cure him from again..

It is a hard decision, I told her…
I know you are able to do it,
you are up to it,
it suits you even more than anyone else,
but it is really worth it?
or you just want to try?

Yes, it is a hard decision!
you say it may be good for him at the end?
you know it won’t,
at least as much
as you feel it will be good for you,
and maybe not even for you!

It is a hard decision!
It doesn’t matter what people will tell you,
or what they will say about you,
what really matters is what you know
that he will feel,
even if he tells you he can…
and especially if he tells you he can’t…
and he did!

It is a hard decision, I told her..
don’t pretend you don’t know,
tears filled her eyes and she said: I know
I just can’t say no!
You will do it, I know
I told her before she would go………………..


Originally Posted By Laila Hussein to Thoughts & Tips at 1/13/2008 09:55:00 AM

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